*yawn*

Good night dear guests and readers :)

I'm back, well-rested but at least a little tired... weird beginning... I like it...

Tonight, I want to talk about one of my most beloved mottos... I think Albert Einstein said it once but i don't know the exact wording.
Something like that:

"Imagination is more important than knowledge, because knowledge is limited."
I think there are some words missing... but i don't mind... that's the important part for me!

I went to school 13 years and I'm quite sure that I'm not the brightest person in the universe... i mean... I’m not stupid... but I’m also no genius. I passed my school leaving examination (Abitur) and I was happy, but I always knew I was not the best... Don't get me wrong... that did not bother me at all... What I want to say is that I don't like people which are proud about what they know...and though defining themselves.

I hope I am able to make myself clear with my wonderful school-english... :)

I respect and like people which are proud about themselves because of what they are, neither for what they are able to do, nor for what they know.

Actually the person doesn’t have to be proud about his/herself. It’s enough for me to know what kind of person he or she is.

But to get back to good old Albert… I pretty much like myself for what I am. I know… self-praise sucks! but…

The fact that I’m confident with myself does not mean that I’m a pretentious asshole. In actuality I’m quite shy… But I’m convinced that, what Einstein said is just important… Living in our world is not about knowledge… and imagination is almost everything! Not only some kind of fantasy, sitting alone in a dark room pretending to be a knight in shiny armour. It’s the imagination to read somebody’s thoughts, to know how to react in specific interpersonal relations and many more… I’m only good at it if I know the person, otherwise I might be good at it too with strangers but I’m not that overconfident to say everything in everyones face… that would be quite impolite too :)

I hope I was able to make myself understandable… if not…. write a comment :)

Besides it’s late… and I want to go to sleep…perhaps next time i will be a bit more detailed?!

Sleep well … whoever is reading this…

again quite late....

Mmmmh... I didn't really slept that long... but that doesn't matter anyway. I'm grown up and able to decide when I wanna write something.

But right now I'm in the mood to write something important :)

About the name of my blog... The whole sentence would be "I would buy a gun and start a war, if you can show my something worth fighting for". It's a piece from the lyrics from the wonderful Coldplay song "A rush of blood to the head". Some of you might recognize it right now?!
I don't think the song lyrics are ment to mean what this one sentence means to me...(strange sentence, I hope anybody understands it!?)
But this sentence means a lot to me. It kinda describes my attitude to life. It works together with the fact that I'm a single and that pretty much since i was born.... And I really really wish for something i would wanna die for... thats the sentence for me... it's a bit hard for me to describe it in english... but I tried :)

That's it for tonight... i finished my cough drop... so now it's time for my wonderful toothbrush... maybe next time I will try to discuss another motto of mine!? We'll see...
Sleep well... until my next post...

just an evening...

Hi everybody...
I don't really know why I started this blog. Wether why tonight, nor why at all.
A quite new friend of mine got a blog too and I really enjoyed reading it. So I thought I should start something like it... not a copy of her blog... just my blog.
And I think thats a bit of the thought behind a blog... after all it's a kind of diary... and that should be mine... otherwise I would have to certificate myself a kind of mental disease.

But tonight I think I can't get to the gist of the matter... so I'd better stop writing now... get some sleep and then... let's see what comes on my mind after some hours of sleep.

Good Night